Isimo Sezulu Esingalungile ikhomishini ekhethekile 'Ukubonakaliswa Okushubile' onomqondo, isiqondiso sobuciko & ukuthwebula izithombe ngu-Predrag Pajdic nombhalo ka-J. L. Nash. Le ndaba eshubile ishuthelwe emathuneni amadala ase-Porto esitolo esilandelayo seWrong Weather. Zonke izingubo ezivela ekukhethweni kwe-SS12 WW : Armando Cabral, Stephan Schneider, Dries Van Noten, Wrong Weather, Common Projects, YMC, One-T-Shirt, L.G.R. kanye ne-March Lab.
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Njengoba ehamba ngendlela yakhe emathuneni amadala, wathatha isikhathi sakhe sokuma ukuze abuke amagama ahlukene nezinsuku, ukuthinta izimbali kanye nokwakheka kwamatshe kuze kube yilapho ebona isakhiwo ngaphambili, ekupheleni komzila. Hhayi ukuthi uyoke akhumbule kodwa ukushaya kwenhliziyo yakhe kwashesha nezinyathelo zaba lula waze wadlula endaweni egcwele ukukhanya. Uphahla oluphakeme olunamafasitela alo luthela ukukhanya phezu kwamahlombe akhe futhi walala phansi ukuze ageze amandla elanga, ezishakela kabusha phakathi kwethunzi labafile.
Kungase kube yimizuzu embalwa, kungase kube ihora kodwa isikhathi sanyamalala kule ngosi futhi lapho evula amehlo akhe, isithombe sakhe sasimi eduze kwakhe, simbuka. Ecabanga ukuthi usephusheni wazithintitha kodwa wathi eqalaza akabange esawubona umnyango ayengene ngawo waphenduka wazama ukukhuluma.
Ukusho ukuthi ngatshelwa i-gypsy endala, ngobusuku obubodwa lapho ukukhanya kwesibani kulokoza emehlweni ezingane ezinde kakhulu emibhedeni yazo, ukuthi kufanele ngikulindele, kungaba amanga aklanyelwe ukuziqhelelanisa nokuntuleka kokumangala okusebenzayo. kuleli qophelo lokuqashelwa. Kodwa, bengingakwazi kanjani? Kukhona ingxenye yami engakhululekile futhi esaba ukuthi uzongibheka futhi uyangazi, kodwa usuvele ukwazi. Yilokho iphuzu. Niyangazi nonke futhi ngisalangazelela ukubona lobuhle engikholelwa kubo, nani nibambe ubunuku engicabanga ukuthi ngiyabufihla. Ngabe ngiphonsa izinhlamvu zemali, ngadweba ama-mandala; zama ukubiza up the undead noma conjure yakho buthule azi? Njengoba ngingena phakathi kwalezi zindonga, ngidlulwa ngomlando wazo omuhle kakhulu, ngomlingo othile omubi ingabe ngakha ukuhlukaniswa komlingiswa? Izinyoni zisamile futhi umoya wehlile. Ngisho nemisebe yelanga ingena ngamafasitela njengokungathi uphethwe esiteji futhi ulapha nami, isikhumbuzo sobuciko sokuthi mhlawumbe kukhona okunye futhi uma kunjalo, ulindele ukuthi ngikunakekele, ngikuphakele? Ingabe uyisithembiso sokunye okungaphezulu noma ukudakwa okukhanyayo, ukubona izinto ezingekho mayelana nokuthi ngicabanga ukuthi kufanele ngibe ngubani?
Okuxakayo mayelana nemizwa ukuthi ihlanganisa amandla omuntu angaphakathi okuzuza ukukhanyiselwa futhi kuze kube yilapho umuntu ebhekana nomuntu onjalo noma ukuqonda, noma yimuphi umqondo wokupheleliswa noma ukuhlanzeka noma ngisho nobuhle wonakaliswa izimo zenyama kanye nalokhu kuphila— isimo. Wacabanga ukuthi wabona amaphiko ezingelosi emahlombe alo msindo ofana naye futhi waqaphela ukuthi imiphetho yezimpaphe ibonakala sengathi ihlabekile.
Njengoba ngiqaphela kakhulu ukuthi umoya wakho uwumoya wami ngifuna ukukugona, ngikubambe; ngikudle ukuze ngikubuyisele engxenyeni yami engingayicabangi ngokujwayelekile. Mhlawumbe kuyisono ukuba umuntu odla umphefumulo, ukupheleliswa okungekhona okwemvelo kodwa nakhu wena; kukhulu kunokuphila, ubufakazi bami bazo zonke ezinye, ezenziwe inyama futhi noma kunjalo, ngangizoqala kuphi? Isenzo sothando. Okudingekayo yisenzo sothando. Noma kunjalo akukho msindo ovela ezinyonini nasesibhakabhakeni uyafana nangesikhathi ngingena kule ndawo. Ingabe ngisesihlanzweni esithile esimnene nesithule? Futhi uma kunjalo, ngafa nini? Kungani ngingazi ukuthi ngilapha noma ngilapho futhi kungani izwi lami lingazwakali phezu kokushaya kwenhliziyo yami? Ngidinga ukuthi ungitshele, ukhulume nami, ungimbulele, noma yini kodwa akukho mazwi adlula ezindebeni zami futhi izinkulungwane zemibuzo ziyawa njengoba ngibona ingxenye ephelele kakhulu kimi ikhona ehlukene kakhulu kodwa noma kunjalo ngokungabonakali, uxhumano lwenkaba, yizwe. Ngiyakuzwa.
Uma ubhekene nomphefumulo wakho ngesikhathi esithile esingavamile portal qiniseka ukuthi ekulungiseleleni unemibuzo eyinkulungwane okufanele uyibuze; qiniseka ukuthi uzifundele kuze kube yilapho zithule ngoba kungenzeka ukuthi umzuzwana ukuphelela nobuhle - okuyiqiniso kokuphelela nobuhle, okungukuthi, okwakho, kuboniswa, uzogcwala uthando. Yonke into ephilayo noma efile izonuka njenge-frangipanis emnandi kakhulu, ama-roses amnene kakhulu noma unqenqema lwesidleke sezinyosi futhi uzokhohlwa imibuzo yakho.
Ekuqaleni kwalokhu kugcwaliseka kokuphelela kwakho, ukuba namandla onke, amandla akho. Ngiyakulangazelela, anginalutho ngaphandle kwakho futhi sisazokhuluma. Wena onamaphiko akho ashisiwe kanye nami nempilo yami engakaphili. Ngiyakuthanda, mphefumulo wami, ukushaya kwenhliziyo yami. Ngiyakuthanda.
Iphunga lobuhle bakhe ngokungangabazeki yinto eyodwa eyaqeda izinzwa zakhe kanye nokushaya kwenhliziyo yakhe kwaqoqa umfutho njengoba amaphiko omphefumulo wakhe emgubuzele, lapho ukushaya kwenhliziyo yesibindi sakhe kwaqina kanye nokuthungwa kwawo wonke amandla ayewaphethe, ephulula. inyama yakhe kwaze kwakungasekho mehluko ekuzwaneni phakathi kwabo bobabili.
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Umhleli/indaba ekhethekile egunyazwe iWrong Wrong.
Ngino-Edir & Hugo Rodrigues abavela kwa-Elite Lisbon
Sizwa uChristina Miguel noDarius Meibodi
Umqondo, isiqondiso sobuciko nokuthatha izithombe: © Predrag Pajdic, 2012
Umbhalo: © J. L. Nash, 2012
